Where did I go?

So I started this blog with all kinds of big intentions, but then I got preggo! Blogging took a back seat to my life and all the fun things that come from having a sixth child. RJ is now 9 months old. Things have been going pretty well this time, but lack of sleep has really been an issue. I am on a new medicine, Loratab. It has been great. I like it much better then Wellbutrine/bupropion, which gave me anxiety. The downsides to the Lortab have been the scatteredness and the lack of labido. Both of these thing are better then the rage and indifference that I have delt with before. My kids have been real troopers. My older boys are very helpful and know when mamma needs to go take a bath and have a minute to herself. They are going to be great husbands someday. I have tried really hard not to compare myself to others this time around. I am trying to find what things are really important and what I enjoy doing as well as really need to to do. It is OK if my house isnt perfect, or if my kids stay in their jammies all day with me. The sun does come out and I put jeans on instead of PJ's and go outside. Those are great days. I love to watch my kids play and see their little brains growing while they image all kinds of crazy things. They are so beautiful! This time around I have also learned to ask for help. My husband has been wonderful, and I have great friends around me that understand. I think it is important to talk about how I am feeling and take breaks (bubble baths) when I feel the need. If anyone is out there I would love to hear from you!